made up my mind

well, for the next 2 days i wont be in ntu, so dont try to find me in msn until sunday night. i have this so-called LISC or life in spirit camp, ehm its like a retreat though. and i will off to ihm retreat centre today until sunday. first thing, pray for me lah so i can enjoy my weekend session. honestly, i was kinda hesitate when deciding whether im going or not, it needed 2 weeks to think about it. just for these 3 days alone, call me a fool. and honestly (again), i didnt enjoy the 3 tuesday sessions. thats why it was hard for me to say 'yes i'll go this weekend'. even i replied my facilitator sms yesterday (fyi : one of my facilitator already sent sms to me on tuesday). but my thought is : i dont know what will i get there, so go lah, and take it as a precious experience. yahhh hope everything will be alright. ive found the main reason i dont want to go. but i will keep it for my self, and i will only tell some other ppl since its quite ehmmmmm, surprising. hahaha

and u know, things dont always turn out to be like what you expect.

see ya in 3 days. i'll write about my lisc. hopefully i can write it. hahaah

lama nggak ngebloggg >< sepertinya minggu2 kemaren ini adalah minggu sibuk, dan gue sampe nggak sempet, ato nggak inget buat ngeblog haha. so minggu ini sudah recess... pertama kali recess di singapur, sebenerny gue mao balik indo, but kinda impossible. kemaren sinchia which is 2 minggu yang lalu baru saja balik indo. hahaha, klo gue pulang lagi sayang tiket peswat ><

ehmmm dalam kebingungan yang amat sangat yang tidak bisa dituliskan disini. intinya bener2 bignung, gue kadang bingung, mutusin ginian tuh susah banget , keliatannya simpel, bahkan gue udah bertanya ke banyak orang, tapi masih belom bisa memutuskan arghh, msalahnya menyangkut yang di atas juga sih T.T hiks.

oh iyah. gue juga lagi berterimakasih banget for ppl around me. hahaha, baru merasakan sekrang, ehm, not really sih, but i realized kalo merekalah orang2 yang gue miliki disini. hahaha. esp yang ketemu setiap hari kayak anak2 bie. seneng kok di bie hahaha. kayak, kalo gue masuk course laen, i wont have this thing. hahaha. terus buat orang2 yang unpredictable yang bisa jadi a place to share. makasih banget buat yang di atas. udah ngasih semua ini inspite semua ketidakbetahan gue disini. hahahaha